I am making some progress
this will take time to heal. The thing I will gain will be patience. I had an abusive childhood and that is karma too. It does catch up with everyone eventually. But I had warning pains that I ignored and I needed to lose weight. I have not been able to eat much but some fruit and oatmeal. I am hanging in there and my family is keeping in constant touch. I don’t want to do what I did in previous lives. I have to let this run its course.
Hope to go back to work and get rest while at home. The problem is will I have the energy to work all day? Going to try anyway.
thank God for your health every day. I mean it.
I have been adrift as to belief or unbelief these last few years just floundering. It is a sin for a BAC to be an unbeliever just like it is for anyone. I am praying for guidance on that too. I can only try.