I am still recovering from neck and brain injury
It would happen Now. But I think with 2012 around the corner and my wish to change my life have collided. This disease has changed me permanently this time. I won’t be the same but that’s a good thing. Sometimes we realize we can’t love others because we can’t or don’t love ourselves. It part of the price of selfishness we pay.
Yes it’s all karma. And yes it’s all god too. In that vein it’s all good because I needed a sign a resl one that I could leave Texas. I’ve been here and content since 1995. I love my house which has the numbers 109 on it. But I’ve been planning to leave and not make this my base have no choice. I do have family though who are keeping me alive and check on me all day. Shout out to them.just read that George cluny wanted to kill himself Over a spine injury in 2005. Ifsomeone as smart and stupid as Jobs can die young I guess anyone can.
I said I would never return to chicago and that’s exactly where I will go before 2012 is out.
I think a great awakening is just around the corner for us all not just me. I hope to inspire others who suffer and want to give up. We return to our roots when god tries us. Was my sin unbelief. I have been floundering in faith for past two years now. I gave up looking for what u could hold onto in my hour of need.
And this I known we make our future here and norw. That’s that most profound thing. We did the deeds just own it. Btw sexual sins including pornorrapy and prostitutes carry a great deal of karma as i ve written about before t was never a victimless crime.